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when i post up in facebook tat im happy today.. ppl asked me y.. there’s something i juz cant describe or to say tell it out… ^^ but indeed today was a happy day..

firstly i think becoz i was in my first ever worn Forever21 baju.. i never ever had bought n worn n forever 21 stuff.. not to say they r very good or wat.. but its my new blouse.. n im proud n happy bout it… hehe.. then we had a good service.. after lunch we set off to Hospital Tong Shin… an old folks home.. or to be exact.. a medical place for senior citizens.. hehe… we went there for caroling.. to spread the good news of God.. caroling is fun.. of coz it takes alot of hard work too.. we sang in 3 different floors n fellowship with the grandma n grandpa there.. seriously.. i do not have to courage to talk to them.. hehe.. i aint so good with old ppl.. n no words came out of me while with them… all i can do is to smile.. look.. see. support those who r talking to them.. help out here n there n learn.. hehe..

those senior citizens there r either physically or cognitively disable.. one of the grandpa scare me n fren to a shockness stage.. haha… we were giving out biscuits in packets.. the grandpa took n straight away he was chewing n ‘eating’ in a very violent way…. all his saliva was dripping on his hands n clothes.. the workers there came by n snatched it away from him n open it for him… haha.. still he juz gasak everything in his mouth.. biscuits was all over his face… ^^ a grandma touch me… to me she was the most healthy wan there… she can stand n walk by herself.. n she is very cheerful.. she keep on wearing a smile on her face… when i got to know more bout her… she actually misses her home alot.. which is in alor star.. also where i came from.. her children couldn’t take care of her becoz she had a stroke n they had to work.. so the only way is to pay money n send her here.. sigh… how sad rite… some were crying n crying saying they miss they child when they c us… one even took my fren as her daughter saying she looks like her.. hehe.. well.. they r lonely n they need love… all we can do is to care n spend time with them…. i felt so helpless there.. walking up n down couldnt do anything.. through tis trip.. we all know tat we did something meaningful today n touch their hearts too.. seeing their smile is like adding a trophy in our life….

well after tat me n my family went off to 1utama for a walk.. my mom had a reunion with her fren from alor star.. then we ate dinner at Shogun… i kept feeding myself with salmon n oyster… hehe… i also bought something tat i really like n needed… i bought an organizer.. its like a diary.. the difference is organizer can be reuse..

although im not a big fan of pink.. well its the only colour other than black tat i like there… the other wan is white… freaking nice but scare in half a year time dirty dy… so got tis pink wan… n u ask me y so freaking expensive… yup… i also think its so damn freaking expensive..its leather n it can be reuse from year to year.. so its worth it.. haha….

tis is something i like to do… so couldn’t get my eyes off it… juz bought it… hehe…^^

so its a happy day for me… cared for others n from others too…

:: its a happy day for me… how about u?___jo”~::